Every time I tell a girl how enamored by her I feel she immediately relegates me to this dunceful place in her mind reserved for those who she realizes are no longer a challenge or hard to acquire. As soon as I allow girls to realize that I find them so absurdly attractive that I can’t even be around them they relinquish any and all interest. How could I act indifferent or even rude and condescending to a woman I respect so much? There is no possible way that I will deign to be a fucking ass to someone I could see as my best friend of all time. That’s how I see a relationship and really love in general. I guess I’m probably fucked but in the worst way. I’ll keep my head up though and maybe get laid a few times based on my looks haha.